I don't consider myself "SINGLE & Alone", I consider myself as "INDEPENDENT & AVAILABLE".

I'm loving the single life, I get to do what I want when I want. I know being single is fun but sometimes you just need someone to hug and to tell you they love you. I always miss the fun times I once had with him, the memories, and even the PAIN, but looking back on the past will realized things worked out for the best. They say everything happens for a reason, so I think it's time for me to actually start seeing the truth instead of hiding from it. I am hurt, angry, sad, tired and some other weird emotion that requires ice cream but I'm trying to be strong now. It's not the bad memories that makes me sad but the best ones that I can't bring it back. Sometimes no matter how much you want someone, no matter how much you love them, no matter how desperate you are for them, sometimes you just CAN'T HAVE THEM.

To you,

       What you've done to me will soon be a part of my memory. I may forget the exact words you've said to me, but I will never forget the way you made me feel. I'm still here near you... But if I seem distant remember you PUSHED me away. you never made an effort to make me stay! It's just so hard to stay strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong. I'm now in process of moving on. I'ts really hard but somehow I'll be able to accept all of these. :( I hope we can be friends when I forget how to love you. Take care always. GODBLESS!